Weekly Intention: lose my mind? gain my heart.
A combination of what started as biz plan reflections over the weekend and a mid-week check-in with a weekly intention: lose my mind? gain my heart. happy new moon in scorpio/ taurus + partial eclipse
Biz Plan Drop cut + paste
“Key takeaways
Why is our purpose to be of service to others? Why is our purpose and number one priority not focused on our greatest fulfillment?
Why is my service and purpose defined as “saving others”, we need the saving
We are drowning,
We feel like we are dying
Our egos are constantly in the driver's seat of control
Our fears echo out to the universe what we no longer want to be the standards.
This is the effect, the imagination of the free wild, sweet, divine to run wild.
To be of service to herself,
To refuse to hold it all
To refuse to settle
To have to figure out how to save everyone else
This is a revival
This is not about others saving.
It’s about our own.
Its not about selling
This is a revolution.
To be the voices our grandmothers wanted us to be,
To be the women our granddaughters needed us to be.
We cannot go further by living in lack,
By living in complacency
Waiting for life, the world to happen to us.
It’s not going to be the new job, the new partner that saves us
Who will save your soul? Jewel once said.
Our own.
Is saving my soul going to happen overnight?
Is sharing these words the answer for Locals World at this time?
During this enormous shift in the times that are clearly evolving.
The divine feminine,
Does not happen overnight.
It happens when we clearly
Begin
Our journeys
To stop
And listen
To the wisdom within,
It’s not the thing that will drain you of your time, energy, money, resources
It's the thing that will give you time, energy, money and resources.
Notice and listen.
To what is happening in your daily habits.
You think that the work will begin, when you keep saying yes,
To the things that drain you of your most precious thing, your alignment.
The alignment begins, when you start becoming, the partner you want so badly, the field of work you want to be a part of. How can we possibly fit into one role as the multidimensional being we are meant to be.
This revolution does not take place,
At one time,
In one place,
At one event,
At that retreat you signed up for or decided to skip,
This revolution happens,
When we start
ASKING FOR WHAT WE NEED
CLAIMING WHAT WE ARE
BECOMING OUR GREATEST VERSIONS
CARING ABOUT OUR ALIGNMENT ENOUGH TO PUT IT FIRST
TO NOT ASK FOR FORGIVENESS OR PERMISSION
FOLLOW OUR INTUITION AND HEARTS
PUT OUR OWN MASK ON FIRST
ACCEPT THAT OUR PURPOSE MIGHT NOT LOOK LIKE BEING OF SERVICE, AT LEAST AT FIRST, THAT REWRITING THE NEW EARTH, IS EXPERIENCING WHAT MAKES OUR SOUL FEEL THE FREE-EST, THE MOST ALIGNED, REBIRTHED.
THAT WE WANT TO ENGAGE WITH THE WORLD, WITHOUT HAVING TO LOOK LIKE WE’RE TRYING TO SAVE IT 71.5% OF THE TIME (5 OUT OF 7 DAYS A WEEK).
NAMING WHAT WE’RE IN NEED OF
MONEY
SAFETY
SECURITY
LOVE
CREATIVITY
SUPPORT
BALANCE
BALANCE OF MASCULINE AND THE FEMININE ENERGIES EITHER WITHIN, OR OF THIS EARTH, WHICHEVER YOU WANT TO BELIEVE IN AND LEAN MORE INTO.
Re-building the harmonious relationship between humans and earth. Learning how to own our own food, or accepting the future is uncertain. Buying the coastal home, or accepting the seas will rise and moving on from that.
What is this planet in need of the most?
In my POV, it’s the feminine, it’s the divine feminine. It’s taking the wheel back. It’s getting out of our bubbles, and reclaiming our needs. Why do we need to feed everyone first before we feed ourselves, and do the dishes? Why do we keep showing up to work for other people, when the ROI (return on investment) isn’t validating our worth even.
When will we begin reclaiming the wild within? Accepting our desires as neither slutty, nor selfish. That the expenses to support our most free expression is not a waste. It’s time to change the narrative completely.
Our purpose is not to be of service.
Our purpose is to ask for what we want,
And be the ones who give it to ourselves.
So you want peace,... how are you going to give it to yourself?
You want safety,... how are you going to create it?
You want creativity,... what are you going to do about it?
You believe rejection to be the norm,... are you going to start accepting it?
You're confused,... how are you going to find clarity?
You want fulfillment,... how are you going to give it to yourself?
You want to be included,... start including.
You want community,.. Start joining.
You want to travel,.. Stop finding a good enough reason to give it to yourself.
You want a home of your own? Make it.
You want a place to gather, create and make? Go into the woods.
Stop running away from resistance, run towards it. Ask it, why am I resisting it?
Maybe because your ideal way to live and your reason for coming to this planet, wasn’t to save everyone else before you. To be of service to help others, when you can’t even help yourself.
Oh sweet wild women, divine feminine creatrix, initiatrix heart-centrix starseed within. Your journey has just yet to begin.”